I’ve learned.

I’ve learned to forgive the mistakes and forget the bad memories. I’ve learned not to dwell in the past, but to look forward to a new tomorrow. I’ve learned to stand tall with little support, not like back then where I’d need someone into coaxing me that I’d be okay. I’ve learned to move on and never look back, and that’s what makes me strong today.

There are some days where reality suddenly hits you—hard. Life seems fair, you’re content, and things are alright for the time being. Then one day, you wake up feeling sluggish and too weak too move. Or maybe you come back from school and break down, but what for? You cry with no idea why you’re breaking down so much. You start to think about everything over and over again to the point where you over-think and everything hurts you. These are moments where you know you’re missing pieces of yourself. 

People need to learn that you can’t dislike anyone without a legitimate reason. You can’t hate them just because you think they look at you a certain way, or supposedly throwing glares at you across the room. What if it’s just their straight face?

I type out my feelings.

I don’t eat my feelings away, I don’t hide my feelings, but I do lie about them. But even if I do lie to others about how I feel, I’ll always end up coming home, go somewhere online, and type everything out. I can’t find the words to tell other people how I’m feeling because it either comes out as nonsense, or they’ll just loose interest and walk away. So much for being there for me, right? Well, here online, I feel more comfortable because some people would just scroll past this and not mind like, “oh this is a long paragraph, I’m too lazy to read” and others would probably be like, “this person is stupid” and just disregard the state I’m in. I think holding in what I want to say and how I feel is more than enough for me to take rather than letting it all out on someone who wouldn’t even remember a single word I’ve said. And when I type it all out on my own, I find everything I need to say… the words, my train of thought, my true feelings. Everything just comes out simple and plain. 

No second thoughts, no buts, no ifs. If I feel like I love someone and I know that he loves me too, I give him my full love. That is why oftentimes, I get heartbroken if I don’t get the same amount of love that I need to get. Because I give love so much not knowing that I forgot to leave even a little bit for myself.

I shall welcome you to my lovely stomach, sweet thing! :)

SIGNS NA IKAW AY WILD

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